My dessy (desktop computer) started booting herself non-stop so i tried to fix her with the little know how i have when she had the same problem awhile back but this time it didnt work. I searched the web and followed the advice of some experts to installed my harddisk into a different computer but it wasnt as easy as i thought it would be, The step dad of my ex bf even tried to help me but it caused more problems because after checkiing my HD, it didnt even boot at all. My dad decided to bring it in for diagnostics but they said that i needed to buy a new hd since my old one is totally lost. So i bought a new one, Started to learn more on how to add a second hd and i was succesful. I found my old hd working fine but the problem is, The partition i had on it is missing, Google is there to help me so i researched on all possible ways to recover all my lovely NICKY pics and videos and none of them worked. Some seemed potentially viable but i had to wait like 9 to 10 hrs for them to scan for my files. Sorry but a goddess cannot wait that long. i almost lost hope and i wanted to cry but then i stumbled upon PARTITION FIND AND MOUNT and like my saving grace, It recovered all the millions of nicky files in the speed of light compared to the ugly file recovery softwares out there. Now i feel like an expert. and  i am now eternally grateful with PARTITION FIND AND MOUNT.

So if you need to recover files. you know what to do. CLick click clik

I've gone for too long because i needed to fix some stuff. First my computer broke for the nth time. i almost wanted to do this to my PC

but then again, all my lovely files and pictures are worth a fortune so i decided to leave it be. So i just bought a a new laptop instead. nothing fancy.

Then my phone asked for a replacement so i decided to buy this silly thing

Ive been very busy too, I was asked to dance during our christmas party and everyone knows i dont know how. this is what happened to that crazy idea.

I swear this december is really crazy. i feel like i've been spending and working and tiring myself until my body cant take it anymore.

Hays! life of a goddess is not all glamor and fun

 Ok guys, wait for all the latest emotions  of the goddess. promise to update more frequently.

Yes, Finally, i have twitter too. i dont know what im gonna do with it though.

Actually i was dreaming and in my dream, I was at work then i had asthma attack and i couldnt breath. Hayz even in my dreams, work is taking over! (hate it) Anyway here's a cute videos i stumbled upon>

The last one reminds me how i am after tequilla shots, bwahahha

Only a handful of people know what happened and there's no soul on this world who knows how i exactly feel. I cannot tell anyone because im not ready to hear it coming from my own mouth. Eventhough the truth has echoed through my senses. I cannot deny the fact that when things go wrong, My crazy little self seeks refuge under the calming effects of his presence and i know i should not give him this much power over my emotions but realizing this truth is far more harder than denying it. let this song tell my story.

Welcome to a day of my life
The Memoirs of an Imperfect Angel
Welcome, Welcome, Welcome, to a day of my life..The Memoirs Of An Imperfect Angel

Though the lights were low, i could see you both
in a lovers silhouette
And my heart stood still, i was froze right there
staring down at her red dress
So i bolted out the door, jumped right into the car
it's too dangerous to be in the vicinity of where you are
Rolled down all the windows just so i could breath
can't believe you just actually did that S**T to me
I'm going 'bout a hundred, mascara running
Laughing out of anger, but it don't strike me as funny
Been to good to you , i've been virtuous and true
to have something like this happen in my own bedroom

Betcha Gon Know how it feels when i get you back
Betcha Gon Know how it feels and your hearts been cracked
Betcha Gon Know how it feels and we fade to black
And you see your whole world collapse
I'm gonna lalalalala laugh
I'm gonna lalalalala laugh
I'm gonna lalalalala laugh
Right in your face boy

Betcha Gon Know how it feels

So I pulled to the side of the road to fix my face
but i can't cover with make up what my tears want to erase
i wake up in a haze, morning dew and sunrays
As i drive i hide my eyes behind my black Cavalli shades
A block from the house, slowly creep in the driveway
Tiptoe through the door, but your there wide awake
Your like : Where you been?
I'm like : Sorry but i fell asleep on Jasmins sofa
I could have swore that RayRay called you and told ya
Your like : Are you OK?
I'm like : mmm, alright lil sleep and i'll be fine
But if you only knew what was in the back of my mind
already stung, but your really gonna find out in time

Betcha Gon Know how it feels when i get you back
Betcha Gon Know how it feels and your hearts been cracked
Betcha Gon Know how it feels when we fade to black
And you see your whole world collapse

This is for real, for real, for real
Oprah Winfrey, whole segment, for real, for real
20/20, Barbara Walters,for real, for real
60 minutes for real

Baby, i had all my trust in you and look at what you put me through You got me all crazy, somewhere down the line your gonna get what you deserve..you F*****G jerk
Your were supposed to save me, my sweet baby
Now we are fading away..but your gonna know how this feels
Even if it's the last thing i ever do
To be continued.......