SINGLE and loving it~
Sabi sakin ni GINA, Ang lalake gulo lang yan, sisirain lang ang nananahimik mong buhay. Well masasabi ko lang. I want chaos, i want a turbulent life, kc nman all my life i was so pampered and cared of inside my own little box, a lame excuse of a life. HEHEHE tsaka nuknuk nman, siempre hindi ako mabubuhay ng walang lalake. Pero kc the last time na meron akong career, mejo nawindang nga ng tuluyan ang buhay ko at halos hindi ako makapagsaya. Kaya naisip ko, Sayang ang panahon sa pagaantay dun sa taong nangako sakin pero hindi nman ready. so habang abala pa sha figuring how he really feels for me. eh di mag enjoy muna sa mga boylet na hindi nga ako mahal pero lagi namang nandun para pasayahin ako (at paligayahin, SARAP!)
Deep in me, alam ko na hindi ko pa sha kayang ipagpalit khit kanino, pero dpat nga hindi ko isipin na exclusive kami. He's enjoying someone else's company and i should enjoy the company of others too. I am single and i am fabulous. I can go out with anyone i want and not worry about commitments or fidelity. And what was i thinking, There are so many men out there, some of them interested with me, hindi nga lang kasing pure ang intentions sakin pero still they are interested, nasa sakin na nman yun if i'll let them take advantage of me. pero if they do, so what. DIBA ngq gus2 ko ng chaos and turbelence. so at least hindi lang dahil sa isang tao ako magiging chaotiic at turbulent. MADAMI SILA. (SARAP~)
- »Monday, October 30, 2006
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The Way I Speak.
Expected sa isang empleyado ng call center ang magaling mag english at maganda ang accent. pero bkit ako parang wala lang, hindi nman ako carabao english pero hindi ko pa rin feel yung mga accent churva ng isang call center agent. naalala ko nung madaling araw pako nagtratrabaho, nagkaron ako ng caller na matandang lalake, nagtatanong about sa doggy steps. eh hindi pako masyado sanay so sabi ko "ill put u on hold" aba kala nia cguro hindi ko naririnig, sabihin ba sa kasama sa bahay, "MUST BE INDIAN". ngo ngo.
pero minsan nman meron nga customer na sabi buti nlang ako nakausap nila kc tumawag na cila b4 pero di nila maintindihan ang accent nung nakausap nila. buti daw sakin clear and neutralized. pero meron din nman na barubal na customer. sabihin ba nman na i dont wanna descriminate you, but i wanna talk to sum1 who speaks english. aba di tinarayan ko, sabi ko im speaking in english. you can understand me, i can understand you. WE CAN TALK. eh binagsakan ako so wlang nanyari, heheh.
Tpos meron ako nakausap na lalake, taga saan daw ako, kc kala nia galing ako west indies. so google tyo kung saan ng west indies, carribean pla. so iguana accent pla ako.
Ang huli na nagcomment sakin, babae, meron daw sha officemate na kapareho ko magsalita, so tanong ako, anong nationality nun?.
"PERSIAN". Pussing pussy ang dating ko sa phone
- »Friday, October 27, 2006
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MANHATER?
- »Friday, October 27, 2006
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waaaaah
You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy |
Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide. |
waaaaah! no comment! dami ko lalake
- »Thursday, October 26, 2006
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SEX and the city character ko?
You Are Most Like Carrie! |
But can the guy in question live up to your romantic ideal? It's tough for you to find the right match - you're more than a little picky. Never fear... You've got a great group of friends and a great closet of clothes, no matter what! Romantic prediction: You'll fall for someone this year... Totally different from any guy you've dated. |
Cge hanggang pagsusulat nlang ako, bkit parang iba yung result?
- »Thursday, October 26, 2006
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SINUNGALING
You Are A Professional Girlfriend! |
Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro. If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you. You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy. |
Bakit wala gus2 maging GF ako! bwahaha kc di ako girl, hahaha
- »Thursday, October 26, 2006
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ewan.
You Are Jennifer Aniston |
You're low key and naturally sexy. Sweet and approachable, people are attracted to your upbeat attitude. And even when life doesn't go your way, you always eventually turn things around. |
- »Thursday, October 26, 2006
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eto na o eto na naman?
I've recovered! hehehe, though i still want closure pero di pako ready for that. yesterday we had the chance to talk, it was a very small talk but it made an impact on me and my decision to stay away from him. now more that ever im on the right tract, marami paring questions lalo na nung sinabi nya na "everythings the same, nothing has changed and i'm tired of it." pero at least im no longer longing for him. i miss him pero minsan minsan na lang pumasok sa isip ko yun. i know in my mind that given a chance i would still choose him over some other guys but at least not ending up with him doesnt hurt anymore. i still care but that's just for ol' time sake nlang. i dont know how to face him pero sooner or later i need to. but that's another entry na. hehehe. im ok na ngayon kc im no longer focused on 1 person, someone's making ma happy and all the time na magkasama kmi eh masaya talaga ako, khit na lagi kaming nagaaway pero ok lang kc ganun kami maglambingan, i fondly call him my playmate kc minsan naghahabulan kmi at harutan kmi ng harutan. kahit na mejo sa sobrang kulitan nmin nagkakainisan na kmi pareho, pikon kc sha. bwahahaha. pero after nman as if walang nagyari. merong pang moment na sabi nia sakin dapat daw isa lang ang makulit, the other one should be understanding, with matching give and take daw dapat, sagot tuloy yung kasama namin na "relasyon effect". well basta watever will be will be. pero he's not the only one on my list, meron pa akong schedule na ka date pero matagal pa yun. november 13 and 16. I intend to make him my bf pero kung hindi ok lang, basta turuan nia lang ako about sa mga bagay na hindi ko pa nararanasan. hehehe. anyway as of now, masasabi ko lang! CAREBEARS
- »Thursday, October 26, 2006
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BASTA LALAKE~
Nung nakarang lingo wala ako sa sarili dahil masyado akong nasaktan sa hindi pagkakayos nmin ng lalakeng mahal ko, so naisipan ko na it's about time para tigilan ko na ang pagkadepressed and to accept the fact that things might end up into something sad sa pagitan nmin. So habang nandun ako sa prosesong yun, I started noticing some other guys, nung una kala ko namiss ko lang na meron kasama pero now its clear to me na its more than that. Although siempre im still struggling inside dahil apparently there is still hope left in me and admittingly i still miss my baby. So mejo hindi pako ready to entertain that thought, eto nmang nagindecent proposal sakin, eh nagpaparamdam na nman. kaso the time na magkasama kmi, dumalaw yung matagal ko ng crush, yung una dumaan lang sha para magyosi, eh siempre pagkakataon na to bond so i invited him para mag unWINE~ aba buti nlang, kc nagwa ko na matagal ko ng balak sa kanya. FINALLY! he subtly admitted na he's into me, bgo pa nga umuwi eh humungi pa ng kiss. siempre nahiya ako so sabi nia OK lang hindi nman daw malalaman ng kuya ko (barkada sha ni kuya na pinakausapan nia na bantayan ako. (teka, ano ako,. prisoner for transport?) so kiss nman ako pero sa cheeks lang. c",). (DALAGA?) And we had a lot of fun nun. meron pa sha song na dinedicate sakin (SHOWER ME WITH YOUR LOVE) and ang ganda ng picture nmin together. though he's always busy doing nothing so hindi pa pedeng kumembyular sa kanya. pero meron pang isa na mas lalong hindi pedeng ikembular, ganito kc yun eh. recently nagkaron kmi ng reunion. eh yung crush ko nandun,. akalain mo bang maging at ease sha sakin at dumikit ng dumikit sakin sa pool, putcha i paramdam ba sakin na mas makinis balat nia, nyeta nman oh, sabi nga ni DOC hindi ako pede na madikit sa lalake, kc naiinlove ako agad, sus dami kong lalake. pero siempre sa baby ko pa rin ako nkafocus. nyeta!
- »Tuesday, October 24, 2006
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Mga eksena sa JEEP.
All my life ang gus2 kong sakyan eh jeep. dahil sa bus nahihilo ako, sa tricycle natatagtag ako, sa taxi, namamahalan ako and di ko gus2 ang car freshener nila. So true blue jeepney rider ako. ewan ko ba, natutuwa kc akong makita ang mga nakakasabay ko sa jeep eh, well buti nlang eh hindi pa nman ako nakakaranas ng masamang bagay sa jeepney experience ko, hindi pako nahoholdap, naisisnatchan o nasasagasaan ng jeep. so eto ang mga eksena na hindi ko malimutan:
- Pag sumasakay ako ng jeep, bayad agad. So nagalit ako nung pagbaba ko eh sinabihan ako na hindi pa daw ako nagababayad. so pinaliwanag ko na nakapagbayad nko. Aba si kuya driver ayaw pumayag. so sa inis ko. dumukot ako ng barya at binato ko sa mukha ng driver sabay sigaw PU*&% *n#. Hindi ako yayaman sa limang piso. (Laking pagsisisi naramdaman ko nun kc halos 19 pesos yung binato ko sa kanya. SAYANG)
- Nung gabi pako pumapasok, laging maganda ang mga suot ko, pero ngayon na umaga nako, sayang mageffort dahil ang mga kasabay ko eh maggugulay at natatandang ale na merong dalang bayong with matching hot pandesal galing palengke. so gudluck sakin dahil minsan amoy fresh isda ako or fresh kangkong.
- 3 sakay ako pagpumapasok dahil walang diretso papunta sa office pero dahil short distances lang nman, hindi pa napapainit ang pwet ko eh kaylangan ng lumipat. Ang problema, dahil nga madaling araw eh konti lang ang ang sumasakay so si kuya driver humihinto sa bawat kanto at nagaantay for 5 mins ng pasahero. merong 7 kanto samin, so 35 mins ang nauubos kakaantay ng pasahero.
- Speaking of pagaantay ng pasahero, Isang ordinaryong araw, nakasakay ako sa jeep, eh dahil first trip ni kuya driver, so antay sha pasahero. aba isang opinionated na babae ang nagreklamo dahil bkit daw ang tagal umandar. pasigaw na sagot ni kuya driver. "BUMABA KA!" shut up tuloy s ate.
- siempre hindi mawawala ang mga tulog sa jeep. meron ako nakasabay na tulog na pasahero. ok lang sana pero biglang nagpreno ang driver, ayun c kuya nalaglag, pero sa loob lang hindi sa labas ng jeep.
- At ang pinaka gus2 ko sa pagsakay ng jeep, pag meron akong nakakatabing gwapo. at siksikan, siempre chance ko na to help mankind. kaya asahan mo laging nakadikit dede ko sa braso o kaya sa likod nia. (meron nga ako nakasabay, aba nagustuhan cguro, kc tingin ng tingin sakin,at gus2 yta nia dalhin sa ibang level. eh prehong JG summit punta nmin, so pati sa entrance sabay kami, kaya lang dun sha sa kabilang elevator eh, pero bgo sumakay, nag smile nman ang potah, SYANG)
- Pero pag swangit, oy sorry kahit anong gawing paraan para matsansingan ako, NO WAY! (akalain mo yun meron gus2 tsumansing sakin).
- »Monday, October 23, 2006
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My inspiration
Everyone knows i recently went through an emotional turbulence. of course like any person like me, para madaling makarecover eh ibaling ang pagtingin sa iba, pero putcha baling na baling na pagtingin to! hehehe umpisahan ntin sa isa kong crush, hindi ko inisip na magiging crush ko sha dahil minsan lang nman kami mag usap at hindi pa nga kmi close eh, but one day, our eyes met and locked with intense emotion kaya ayun, lagi ko ng gus2 shang nakikita. tpos pag magkasama kmi,wala kaming ginawa kungdi mag tawanan, he's so workaholic ang passionate sa trabaho, he SEES to it na lahat MAAYOS At DIRETSO. basta gus2 ko sha! period, pero lam ko nman na hindi pede dahil sa IBA SHA NAKATINGIN.
SALAMAT SA MALIKOT NA IMAHINASYON NI GINA~
- »Friday, October 20, 2006
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Indecent proposal (TEEN EDITION)
i had an entry b4 about indecent proposal, it was with the brother of my friend,. pero ngayon nawindang ako kc isang teenager ang nag propose. ganito kc yun . pumasok ako ng maaga kc ayoko ng malate. tpos meron isang teenager between 17 to 19 yrs old na nakatingin sakin sa kanto, malayo plang nakatingin na sha sakin tpos sinalubong niya ko. nung malapit na sha sakin. bigla shang tumalikod tpos sumabay na sakin mag lakad, tpos kinamusta nia ako at tinanong kung papasok nko sa work, so sabi ko oo and bkit nia ko kinakausap eh hindi ko nman sha kilala, araw araw daw nakikita nia ako pumapasok and gus2 daw nia makilala ako. so ok gudluck nman sa kanya no, inutusan lang yata sha ng nanay nia na bumili ng pandesal eh eto na sha kumekembyular sakin. tpos nagulat nlang ako nung cnabi nia na maya na daw ako pumasok at magusap daw muna kmi, siempre sabi ko hindi pede tpos tinanong ko sha bkit gus2 nia ako makausap at ano nman pag uusapan nmin, aba bigla ba nman sabihin kc bored daw sha gus2 nia magpaligaya, sus me totoy hindi ako clown, kung pede ba daw ako ngayon khit sandali lang,. ay sorry ayoko ng quickie! bwahahaah, ang bruho sabi bukas nlang daw tpos agahan ko daw ang pasok. pasalamat sha ayoko ng malate kung hindi pinatulan ko sha, infairness gwapo sha, kaya lang me dalang pandesal, na guilty akong isipin na yung mga kasama nia sa bahay eh naghihintay ng pandesal . heheeheh joke!
- »Friday, October 20, 2006
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TEACH ME TO BE SANE AGAIN
Talk about damage control. Everyone sees this evil man because that's all that i talk about him, His shortcomings and his indifference about me. Of course that is unfair, but im not gonna talk and try to justify him. Im tired of thinking and deciphering his mind, his motives and his actions. Im tired of creating next day scenarios. I always say that what will be will be, but still try to manipulate the outcome. I said he loved me but now i know he doesnt, he just wants me to be ok. I said he is happy with me, but he is having a blast with others. I said he is making plans for us but procrastinates them always. I want him to love me. I want him to be with me. But this is not about me. Its about him. and now it should be enough about him.
- »Tuesday, October 10, 2006
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BWAHAHAHA
akalain mo yun, because of my blog eh meron matanda na malapit ng atakihin sa puso sa galit sakin. I dont know him and i dont care how much he hates me. kakatuwa lang kc i can stir emotional hatred pla sa blog. bwahaha for your reference here is the guys who hates my kalandian
- »Tuesday, October 10, 2006
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i need an Interpreter ~
Nahihilo nko, paikot ikot nlang, siempre kaylangan poised parin pero deep inside malapit nko masuka sa walang hanggang emotional ride na2. KUYA! hindi po ride all you can and ticket ko. i cannot go on forever.
Anyway e2 kc ang nangyari, siempre diba luka luka ako at super feeling (pero hindi super hero) so madalas ako magdemand at gus2 ko exclusive lang ang time and attention sakin. of course hindi nman dapat ganun, sabi nga sakin nung me asawa eh "BKIT KAYO BA?". Tama hindi nman kami so dpat hindi ako magselos, dapt hindi ako masyadong maging demanding. meron nga nman shang right na gawin kung ano gus2 niang gawin at samahan kung sino gus2 nia samahan. pero kc nman bkit yung taong kinaiinisan ko pa lagi nia kasama. well sabi nia wala nman sha pakialam kong sino sumasama sa kanya. he said that its me na lagi sha masaya pag kasama, pero bkit ganun, mas madalas pa sila magkasama kesa samin. He said i always misinterpret him. cguro nga kc naman why cant he just be straight! kung ano ano pang ligoy ligoy. leche nman tong luka lukang puso ko, ang hilig sumakay sa kung ano ano.
- »Monday, October 9, 2006
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THE BLOG IS BACK
Hay salamat! the blogging queens are here ulit.. hehehe. pansinin natin na ang mga nagboblog khit mejo psychotic silang tignan eh balanse parin ang takbo ng utak nila. Im so glad that CHAQINEZZ is back. im so glad na ur enjoying ur stay jan sa bago mong galaxy. well knowing u. im sure ur gonna make evrybit of moment there a fun one. lam mo ba naiyak ako nang nabasa ko yang bago mong entry. its like im finally back home. para akong gaga d2 na nagsesenti hehehe. anyway im looking forward sa mga updates. hehehe GINA> wag ka tamad ipasok mo na yung mga entries mo, napupuno na ang outlook sa dami ng entries mo!
- »Monday, October 9, 2006
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Balikan Natin
Si Gina at ako, mga babaeng kinakarir ang pagboblog. Meron akong entry dito before na ksama nmin c CHAQZ, isa sa mga mahilig magblog, pero dahil sa hectic schedule at maraming guestings, eh mejo wla ng time c CHAQZ magblog sa ngayon. (kakamiss ka CHAQINEZZ)> So Balik tayo sa entry n2, Kahapon, dahil sa pagod eh naisipan ko na balikan ang mga entries ko sa blog. I never thought na matatawa ako sa mga entries ko dun, i didnt expect na yung mga naka sulat dun eh mejo provocative and funny. Basta iba ang dating sakin habang binabasa ko sha, meron pa ngang mga entries dun na minsan di ko na matandaan kung cno cno ang tinutukoy, ang mahalaga eh. i enjoy writing and wa ako care if others dont enjoy the things i write. ang mahalaga, libre ang internet sa work.
- »Friday, October 6, 2006
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pahinga muna
This is what i desperately need. REST. Physically and emotionally im drained. Everyone knows what i have gone through. though not every one agrees that i should spend tremendous amount on things that im investing my energy on. SO i promise that next time i have time and energy im gonna enjoy! using my new,,,
- »Thursday, October 5, 2006
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NSA KAWALAN
Ang buhay minsan parang walang direkyon, minsan walang sense, Minsan kala mo pag mahal mo isang tao, magiging ok ang lahat. sabi nila life becomes clearer and things suddenly have meaning. Nice concept., sana lang applicable sakin. Nung una ok lang ang lahat pero as expected things change. people change. Sana lang katulad ng picture na to, Kahit nsa kawalan eh, parang calm and serene parin.
- »Thursday, October 5, 2006
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