I miss my baby

Since i cant get you out of my mind~

Bombero king tagged me so here are 30 things people dont know about me:

 I hope i can think of 30 things: 

1: I eat like a bear before winter. (gluttony)

2: I secretly wish im a pornstar.

3: i wish im a high-paid prostitute.

4: I have a secret crush with my prof.

5: i fantasize having sex with all my crushes.

6: I appear to be a flirt but im conservatice at heart

7: I seem stupid but im actually smart.

8: i seem smart but im actually stupid.

9: i dont know how to spell (even easy words)

10: i aspire to be famous celebrity.

11: but i hate showbusiness so i wont become one. hahaha

12: i want to be able to have sex to everyman i desire.

13: i dont take a bath if i dont have class or school. (natural oil is good)

14: I have dark underarms ( i had allergies back in highshool and they turned dark)

15: Im afraid of rearing a child in this cruel world.

16: I like older men but not old men.

17: Im monogamous but i secretly wish to have sex with someone else.

18:  Im a shallow person. i always look at the physical features of a man first than anything else.

19: Im so sensitive and insecure.

20: i always try to make people believe that im confident but im just trying to compensate for my insecurities.

21: i hate our society.

22: I was born and raised in a catholic way but im agnostic.

23: Im gullible.

24: im skeptic

25: Im a virgin

26: I explore sex.

27: I love men with nice, big hands.

28: I like gentle and rough sex.

29: I dont know what i want.

30: I need money all the time, so much so that im willing to sell my body for it. unfortunetly no one wants to buy.

I tag everyone reading this.

I dont know about life.

 sometimes i feel like there's no way out.

 But  if i feel like life is unfair.

 Fate and a little nudge of hope make me see things fairly.

i hope we get to migrate now to our destinations!

My mom and i had a huge "TELESERYE" drama, as in HUGE FIGHT.

Of course it's hard to win since she has 24 yrs history of all the things i did.

that manipulating woman!

hehehe.

good thing she doesnt read my blog! 

Battle cry of most heroes.

 But im not a hero. I do not plan to die for any cause, My life is so precious that i dont wanna die young, I still have lots of things to do and discover in life.

But with the current 4 hours of sleep and 20 hours working and studying, i think i might as well have my own holiday and monument for being the most stupid person in the world.

But i'll try to weather this unfortunate phase of my life gracefully.

I must admit though, Im no longer the lovely nicole i used to be.

Lack of sleep, poor eating habits and bad chemicals make me look like the next creep keeper.

Oh wells~

With my fucked up schedule. I dont have time to have fun. (dont even have time to sleep anymore)

Last night i didnt have work and school so i wanted to use that time to sleep but inevitably my crazy schedule has fucked up my hypothalamus so my pineal glands dont work as much causing me not to sleep.

Since i feel so dull not having some "fun" time, i decided to have a dvd marathon:

INDIANA JONES: all three of them. I must say i love Indiana Jones and the last crusade just the way i felt when i first saw it. I hardly remember the first movie and the third sequel and i personally didnt like them.

WIZARD OF OZ: The first time i saw this movie was during a film showing in school. I think i was on 5th grade or  9th grade but im really not sure. I remember liking it as a little girl but now the movie kinda lost the same effect on me. perhaps im weirded out by the accents of dorothy, glinda the good witch of the north and the wicked witch of the west. although i like how cowardly lion speaks and roars.

The Sound Of Music: "The best classic movie ever" No need to explain. I remember watching this movie with my grandma and from then on Julie Andrews have been my favorite and when i saw Marry Poppins, more than ever i knew she is such a goddess. (special note on "Feed the birds and Stay Awake on Marry poppins) I know its so fantastical but "Something good" makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. I wish i am with my guy and we sing it together. hehehe.

The Neverending Story: I never thought i could live my childhood again through this movie. It's funny coz i was so engrossed watching the movie that my heart raced through the climax. I was really moved by the movie as the story progresses. Love it.

and so do i! hehehe

Dorothy said "there's no place like home, there'se no place like home" and then she tapped her red ruby slippers (more of a shoe to me) and poooff she's back in kansas.

Now i dont know about BOMBERO KING but he said the wind blew him and poooff (it was coco crunch, korni ko putcha!) he found me.

Now to know more about this multi-talented, multifaceted creature. just click on the red links with the name BOMBERO KING

Who on earth can come to work at 3 am in the morning????

and go home after long hours of training during the highest and most direct sunlight?

kill me and run me over with your car, why dont you?

 but then again, men frolick during these hours,

i might meet the man that would finally rape me

hehehe