Just like the Song, What are you doing the rest of your life.

This is my theme lately. I always said to myself, i dont wanna have a child coz my maternal instinct is too intense that  i dont think i can carry the responsibilities of motherhood.

Although i wanna be married and if my husband has/ would like to have children then it's ok with me.

Someone once said to me that he wants to adopt and he wants us to create a family and he believes that im gonna be a good mom regardless of my fears of motherhood since he would always be there to guide me and help me raise our children.

But where am i really goin? what do i really want in my life?

They say a person becomes complete once they experienced the miracle of life.

But how can i create a new life in a society full of bigotry, discrimination and Misanthropy.

How can i make sure that they will not be hurt or that they can survive the pain?

Wise men says that a good parent gives their children strong roots and sturdy wings.

But i know im not strong and im not about to complete my life through my children.

 NO not on the expense of them.

IF I COULD OF BARBRA STREISAND SUMS IT ALL

I always thought that RAIN is romantic, and i have always included playing in the rain with my boyfriend as one of the most memorable things i could do with someone special (kinda like the nescafe commercial)

But now i take it back!

On my way to the office it rain for less than a minute so i thought it was ok to leave the house. Then it rained! i was soaked and i was reminded of my student life in the rain. Soaking wet in a puddle of dirty water. Nothing can be more depressing than that. and it doesnt help to be in a 15ºC or 59°F office. waaaaahhh I need a hug!

CLIOGODDESS: Nyek biglang umulan.

KA-YM KO: hala. heheh eh di mag BOTA ka

CLIGODDEESS: nyek nakatsinelas nga lang ako pag pumapasok sa office eh

KA-YM KO: hehe, eh di mag KAPOTE ka.

CLIOGODDESS: Anu ako titi at pinagsusuot moko ako ng condom.

KA-YM KO: bwahahahaha. literal.

CLIOGODDESS: ayan tumila na. magtataxi ba ako? i week nako nagtataxi, hindi ako mayaman, wala nakong maipalamon sa pamilya ko.

KA-YM KO: sus marami namang jeep. umalis kana kc. bilisan mo.

CLIOGODDESS: bat mo ba ako pinagmamadali? teka lang, lalabasan kana ba? pigilan mo muna.

KA-YM KO: bwahahahaha. hehehe

CLIOGODDESS: cge na nga alis nako, magtatalo pako kung magtataxi o hindi. sabagay romantic maglakad sa ulan.

KA-YM KO: cge ingat, bye!

Sakay ako ng jeep,

smile pako kc mejo floating ako kanina.

Bayad ng 10 pesos.

DRIVER: "Saan to?"

GODDESS: "Jan sa J**N**S  St. ISA"

DRIVER: "alangan namang para sa dalawa to"

 CLIOGODDESS: ?????

 Tanginang driver toh, pinahiya ako!

After the cheesy plot of Iron man. Prince Caspian Saved my day. The first chronicles of narnia is still a bit hazy since i wasnt able to finish the whole movie but The second chronicle is really a life savior.

Ok. the movie was ok but what im raving about is Ben Barnes. I love him, i love his accent. I love everything about him.

Also I have to note. I love Edmund played by Skandar Keynes but he's too young. Years more and i will love him completely with all my heart

Sarap.

After Narnia. I remembered the movie Bridge to Terabithia. I thought this was also the kind of movie like narnia or harry potter but its really not completely like them. The movie talked about jess played by the very adorable Josh Hutcherson. This movie really made me cry like a baby. I soooo Lurved it. This awaken all my maternal instincts. hehehe. All through out the movie i was thinking of butchok and thinking "This might be the kind life of he is living in the rural wisconsin". I always wanted to know his life there. but enough about him. Lets check josh.

MY Golly. After crying for sex and the city, now im crying for bridge of terabithia. I think im nearing the phase in life where i need to get married and start my own family.hehehe

I was flirting with wei. (as always) on one of his entries. Then this creature insinuated that i look like JOBERT SUCALDITO. no. not insinuated. He said with conviction that i look like Jobert Sucaldito. (kawawa nman si jobert)

What a cheap tactic.

I may be over-reacting on this but for someone like me who had to defend myself all mylife just to be spared from the ridicule and mockery of INSENSITIVE SELF-CENTERED, Chauvanists in this goddamned country. I think i deserve the privilage to scream, shout and rage about this.

I am NOT your temporary relief from your miserable life.

Tang-ina,

You may be the PERFECT BEING HENER but you dont have and you dont need  to trample someone just to show people how PERFECT YOU ARE!

Pakyu ka!

I hate pinoy GUYS> kung makaasta, kala mo they are so precious! ang iitim naman ng burat! maliit pa! PESTE~

I dont care!

Laslasan na ng GILAGID TO!~

Can you blame me if i am a misandrist towards pinoy guys?

Ewan ko ba. Wala naman usapan pero biglang nagkayayaan na mag-inuman kami ni Mareng geisha at extra pa ang PinayPsycho pero di nman sumabay sa inuman. (coke Zero! nakakalasing ba yun?) Kasama nia ang Foundation Day. (who i think can rule the world if he decides to do that.) never ko pa nakasama ng maayos si pinaypsycho kc yung nagdampa kami, subrang daming ksama so hindi ko sha napansin. (choze, standout kaya ang bruha dahil bakla ang gaga). Pero this time 4 lang tlaga kami (5 dapat pero nakikain lang ang paula habang minamanefest ang pagsasalita ng isang bangkerong crush ng kumare ko) Subrang saya lalu na nung nakadalawang bucket na kmi at pangalawang coke zero ng pinaypsycho. (in fairness, mas mukhang nakakalasing ang coke zero ah). It was really an honor to be among great people. Thanks.

But i have to say, tama na ang inum. hindi maganda sa katawan (skin) ang puyat, gutom. sigarilyo at alak. peste! Nakita ko sarili ko kanina. Sa 180 degrees na angulo sa pag tingin sakin, 2 angle points lang ako maganda. EEEEEKKKK! ang pangit ko na! not unless kung sa likod ka nakatingin o kaya nakapikit ka habang tinitignan ako. baka isipin mo pa maganda ako pero tama na! tama na! ayokong ng uminon! kc pag kauwi ko nadedepress lang ako. peste! ayoko na ng ganitong feeling.

"PUSO! Sana matunaw kana and set me free! I wanna get married. 3 times ko napanaginipan si Andres sa isang gabi. anu ba! tapos kahapon ulit.

Buti pa kumare ko, Stricking ang FACE sa personal, eh sa picture kaya?, bwahahaha. (joke) Decide for yourself!

I like this pic! Galing.

I went to my nephew's swimming party today. Our family has never been close to each other so this is another event where everyone is just sitting down watching everyone else have fun. (read: all the other guests that are not family are having fun except the actual family) here's my family:

OLDIES:

• Tatay Dan: the eldest. nothin to say about him.
• Tito Czar: Middle. (i hate him, i hate him to the bone)
• Tito Rudy: He's kinda ok but i dont know him so i dont care.

The second Generation of the Family:

• Ate Jeng: Jane is the eldest and she's the only one who has a family of her own. Around 30 Up
• Jonas: He does only 2 things. Eat and spend his time in his own world and then eat again. Around 30 up
• Joel: He used to spend summer with us so i kinda consider him close, but our personalities clash sometimes so it's kinda hard to be with him, But i stil like him. very protective of me. (*even willing to beat someone for me. hehehe.) he's the only cousin i like. 30 yrs old
• Kuya Ryan: never really been a brother to me. he was though when i was little, (my family used to tell me stories of how he liked being a kuya to me, but i was still too young to remember that) in fairness to him. He's really an apathetic person to everyone. 28 yrs old
• Trisha: Beautiful cousin with big breasts. Sweet and nice young lady. always smiling. big boned woman. (that's all) around 27 yrs old i think.
• Julius: cute, goodlooking. sweet. doesnt smoke and doesnt drink. he's mama's boy. Boring but i have a crush on him. heheh. 26 yrs old.
• Cliogoddess; Little old me. what can i say. im pretty and sexy. 74 yrs old. Fuck i need a life!
• Leslie: Big woman. smilling face  with quirky and bubbly personality, below 25 yrs old.
• Jr: The "pahabol" menopause baby kc. tallest and the skinniest. my tito's anino since he's always with him. less than 20 yrs old.

The third generation:

• Fiona: pretty, achiever. and starting to show sexyness good genes if i may say so. age 10.
• Lance: achiever. witty. aged 7
• Jermaine: pretty, maldita at suplada pero subrang shy. aged 5
• New baby: cute sorry i dunno the name. even the sex. 2 months.
• Baby Jairus Kirk: still in the womb. 8 months. cute ng name noh? jermaine named his baby brother that.

This is my family Hermosura. We're not really. It's a shame coz we could have been a nice family but all of us grew apart. Peste! crush ko talaga pinsan ko kaya nanghihinay ako kc hindi kmi close. heheh

And OO. yung lang dahilan bakit ko to sinulat.

Something to be proud of.

As of writing this. We have 3 finalist for the New 7 Wonders.

1.	(1)	Ha Long Bay	VIET NAM - Asia	Vote
2.	(2)	Cox's Bazar, Beach	BANGLADESH - Asia	Vote
3.	(3)	Tubbataha Reef	PHILIPPINES - Asia	Vote
4.	(4)	Chocolate Hills	PHILIPPINES - Asia	Vote
5.	(5)	Ganges, River	BANGLADESH/ INDIA - Asia	Vote
6.	(6)	Puerto Princesa Subterranean River National Park	PHILIPPINES - Asia	Vote
7.	(7)	Mount Everest, Mountain	NEPAL - Asia

I like tubbatah Reef.

I just wish the people of the Phillippines take care of it.

SO VOTE PLEASE!

By the way. I have the 8th position reserved for me. heheh

i woke up today feeling off,

I even had to take a cab coz my mind is floating somewhere and im not sure i can go to the office on my own. 

Im so sluggish today. I dont know why.

ok. i know the reason why im sluggish.

coz im a SLUG.

Dont believe me? Here's the proof that im a slug.

Cant deny the resemblance, Can you?