After all,,,

Restday ko kaya naisipan ko na ituloy na yung plano na magoppen ng bagong ATM account para nman makapag-ipon ako bago man lang ako umabot ng early retirement sa year 2046. Kaylangan daw ng 2 valid ID's o kaya 1 primary ID tpos 2 supporting ID's. Eh kaso isa lang talaga ID ko so punta ng SSS pra magapply for an ID tpos dadaan ako sa BIR para kumuha narin ng ID dun. Putcha buti nalang epal ako pag online. napansin ko sa webpage ng SSS na mali spelling ng pangalan ko.

 Pokpok na empleyado ng arroceros yan, San ka ba nman nakakita ng CHRISTOHER na pangalan?. So three weeks pa daw ang aantayin ko para ma correct ang name ko tpos saka ako pede magapply for an ID. Eh goodluck kc pinagpala kana ni bathala pag nagawa ang ID mo in one month.  NYETA~So punta na kmi ni nanay sa BIR. kc kung saan daw ako naissuehan ng TIN eh dun lang pede magrequest ng ID. PIla ako. submit ng name! "dikta mo sakin ang TIN NUMBER MO!" (si lola employee redundant) 242******, "Teka lang mahina kalaban isa isa lang" <lola. 2-4-2****** ulit ko. "balik ka ng ala una kc lunch ko na, kaylangan din namin kumain noh" sabay ismid sakin ng centennial employee. wala tuloy akong choice kundi makipagplastikan sa nanay ko, (HEHEHE) choze lang kc nagbonding nman kmi kahit papano, kc ibili mo lang ng sago't gulaman yun masaya na yun ng tatlong linggo. Ala-una balik ulit ako, lapit sa mas fresh na empleyado (same employee na nagissue ng TIN ko 1 year and 5 months ago)para hingin yung ID. Si ancient employee pala eh iniwan lang sa table kaya si fresh employee pa ang ang process. 1.19 mins lang nabigay na sakin ang TIN ID ko.! (nuknuk) tapos

Punta ako sa HR COMP AND BEN main office para itanong yung philhealth card ko at kung pano yung process ng pagkuha ng replacement ng lost maxicare! "Someone will email you about your philhealth card" sabi sakin ng wart infested comp and ben personnel. actually last feb ko pa nareceive yung email. sabi ko! "eh bakit ngayon mo lang pinuntahan? taray ng wart infested personnel. Kc sa kabilang bldg ako eh, epal ko sa kanya. Dun mo nalang puntahan! ngitngit ng wart infested personnel. Layas nako baka kumalat pa yung warts sa buong mukha nia.

Kain kami  tokyo-tokyo ni nanay tpos larga ulit papuntang BDO, "Ma'am hindi po namin natatanggap yang TIN ID nio kc walang signature tsaka hindi laminated" sabi sakin nung flat-faced teller na may katabing head teller na mukhang jacket ng teeth. so labas kami ni nanay hanap ng naglalaminate tpos balik. (by this time pagod na pagod ako) 20 mins na kami nakaupo pero daan lang ng daan yung flat-faced teller. Lipat ako sa mas mabait. "Ma'am, papa-approved ko lang po ah?" sabi skin nung new teller/ mamayang konti lapit sakin yung mukhang jacket ng teeth. "Ma'am wala na po ba kayo ibang ID? kc po mejo magkaiba yung signature?". "Hindi ba pedeng kumuha nlang kayo ng signature specimen?" tanong ko! (sa chinabank kc ganun ang procedure. diba choleng?) "Ipapaliwanag ko po ah, kc po sumusunod lang kmi sa ANO ng central bank, blah blah, bleh bluh blah." pero di ko na inintindi pa yung sinabi ng babaeng mukhang jacket ng teeth. isang greta line lang ang binitawan ko. "FORGET IT~ Im tired of this", sabay toss ng hair and walk-out!

Kasalanan ko dahil wala akong ibang ID. ninakaw kc yung wallet ko dati nung kubang katulong ng kapitbahay ng bestfriend ko. Tpos ayoko na talagang kumuha ng maraming ID kc mas mahirap papalitan yun from CHISTOPHER TO CLIO NICOLE. mas maraming ID kc mas maraming pagpapatunay na christopher nga ako! Dahil dito mas gusto kona tuloy sa ONE ID SYSTEM. pero meron akong mas magandang naisip, sana lahat ng tao meron nalang imbedded na microchip sa katawan, nandun lahat ng info, personal data, medical, legal pati last sex info, sino ka sex mo?, kung nasarapan kaba? ilang beses at kung mabilis bang natapos? Sa mga movies nakalagay itong mga microchip madalas sa braso o sa kamay, pero pano yung mga amputated? kaya naisip ko sa puwet nalang, Kaya tutuwad ka lang kung magpapascan. tpos kung gus2 mong personalized, merong umiilaw,(alitaptap mode) iba't ibang kulay at iba't ibang sequence, parang mamahaling christmas lights, pedeng mabilis pedeng mabagal depende sa mood. Tapos kung magaling talaga kayo, Pedeng mag tayo ng "BUTT LIGHTS SYMPHONY"

ADDITIONAL:

Pagpapatunay na im not gay, I have this carnal desire to shed off everything that labels me as a male form. Gay people happens to be fine with the sexuality they were born with and they just happen to be attracted to the same gender. I am a Transgendered woman. I am a woman who happens to resemble a male form. SO pede ba educate yourself. You look more stupid everytime you call me GAY~ coz im not! IM TRANSGENDERED~ I am a woman~ ginagawa pa nga lang vagina ko kc hindi pa tapos! OK!

Unang beses kong narinig to eh na inlove agad ako sa kanta, eh may kausap nun sa phone si william. so sha lagi ko naalala pag kinakanta to.

Im such a children (bwahahaha). I recently went to

And since it was 9 years when i had my own children's party. I was so excited with all the balloons and the clown and of course the food. (too bad i didnt get a shot of the overflowing food but i have the overflowing choco fountain)

Anyway doc was very accomodating, as always. He brought me flavored french fries from the overflowing stand behind our table

 After the overflowing eating i did, i was kinda dismayed to see that the overflowing soft icecream was not flowing anymore.

Its a good thing that the overflowing marshmallow, wafer stick and bread stick was there. plus the little choco cake with barney candy on top that ivyness gave me.

The barney clown had great english accent that doc wanted to give him referral to our company but he decided not to. There was also a bubble show that i envied so much but i think their bubble is too gooey so i decided not to participate on it, hehehe.

I didnt had the chance to take pics of the cute family but its ok at least i wont be tempted to stare at the pics of the father (choze!)

Anyway the SLIMMER IVYNESS, (who looked so dashing by the way! dont have pics to prove it but just take my word for it ok~) gave me something and being the camwhore that i am.

Anyway i really had a great time reliving my childhood complete with the "NO TO WHAT I WANT MOMMY" (coz doc didnt want me to bring home one balloon, hummmp) Stage mother! bwahahaha.

SPECIAL THANKS:

IVY; For inviting us, it was really a great party. till your next 25th bday bash.

IñIGO: Who happens to be unaware of what is goin on but manages to stay as cute as he is, so adorable

KUYA ALFONSO: Who looks so amazed by everthing he sees, 24/7? hehehe, very charming.

JUFRAN: you're such a PAPA ketchup. (SARAP!) bwahahaha.

DOK: Thank for all, and for reminding me not to eat like a constra, too bad i think i dissapoint u. bwahahaha, cant help it!

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After being a child again, let's return to the old slutty me 

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mORE CAMWHORING

Remember the little choco barney cake?

im so full

Ang dami ko nang nabasang blog entries about american idol especially nung natanggal si sanjaya. at kasing

 dami ring na rumors na kumakalat about his sexual orientation.

pero feeling ko iba ang dapat natin tutukan nang maige. tignan kung meron pilantik ng daliri, kembot ng balakan o

konting kulot sa pagsasalita. ayoko sanang tanggapin pero nagoyo nako dati so ayoko ng maulit na magkagus2 sa

lalakeng lalake rin pla ang hanap. (SAYANG)

10 little things that most people do not know about me..

1. Im sensitive, non reactive type! kaya hindi halata.

2. im a hopeless romantic cynical person who doesnt believe in true romance.

3. Im gratefull (this i should show more often)

4. I like to talk about my lovelife, i just havent found the person/s willing to listen so i end up not talking about it.

5. most of my closest buds are self centered, i dont get to express myself when im with them (tpos sasabihin nila, i dont open up)nyeta (bitter akoH?)  

6. IM near clinical deppression. DI ko alam why? (sabi sakin lack of activity daw, sexual or otherwise)

7. IM not confident ( this, most people dont know)

8. Everyones sees me as promiscious, slutty and naughty, pero deep inside im a manang at heart!

9. having a Bf is not a priority, pero sana nman magkaron nako ulit! i need spice, khit date lang. pakshet

10. i fell inlove with someone who has a different preference regarding love. and i think i still love that person, platonic na nga lang! nanghihinayang parin ako! pakshert


RULES:
"Those who get tagged must write in his/her blog ten weird things/habits or little known facts about him/her. At the end of your post, list six people you want to tag. No tagbacks!"

• Nappy
• Bruhang ria
• vhinz (busy to)
• choleng (buzy rin to)
• obri (hahaha tignan natin)
• migi (eto rin, tignan natin)
• seraphim (pagbalik nia from civilization)
• yankee (pagmeron na sha ulit time)
• creep2night (sama na natin sa titignan)
• the hell (paggumagana na ulit extraordinaire abilities nia)

Tnx emman~

AHHHHH, doont stoop~

ohh baby, this is greaatt

migi,  ayan nahh.

AAAHHHHH.

the heat of passion has subsided

parehong pawisan, pagkatapos ang napaka init na tagpo.

bakas ang pagod at kaligayahan.

habang humihingal ang lalake.

nagtanong ang babae.

CLIO: Migi, ano na manyayari satin?

MIGI: anong ibig mong sabihin? sabay sindi ng sigarilyo

CLIO: pareho tayong nakalimot. alam naman natin pareho na bawal.

MIGI: pwede bang wag na muna nating pag-usapan ito ngayon?

CLIO: at kelan pa? pagnalaman to ng asawa ko pagkagaling nia sa HONGKONG? at anu nalang ang mukhang ihaharap ko kay claire? pano ko sasabihin sa kanya na habang nagpapalakas sia sa panganganak eh nandito ang asawa nia sa piling ko?

MIGI: walang makakaalam nito.walang dapat makaalam.

CLIO: hindi ko magagawang maglihim kay claire, bestfriend ko sha.

MIGI: bestfriend, bestfriend! ayusin mo nga yang pag-iisip mo. kung bestfriend mo sha, dapat hindi nangyari to satin!

CLIO: pareho natin itong ginusto!

MIGI: Sumasakit ang ulo ko, aalis nako!

CLIO: at iiwanan mo  nalang ako dito ganun?

MIGI: ang kulit mo kc!

CLIO: wag mo akong SIGAWAN!

Katahimikan.

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Miss, pabiling shampoo.

HUh?

pabiling shampoo.

"Nakatunganga ka na nman jan! me bumibili hoy! para kang lukaret na nagdedaydreaming jan. magtrabaho ka muna!"

(nanay ko yun! binubungangaan na nman ako,  cge basahin nio na nga lang tong blog ni migi intricate_lies. at meron pang lalakeng walang pustiso ang bumibili )

But migi does. Try to visit his site.  U'll find finely crafted poems and crazy i mean  1 crazy entry that made me fall off mount olympus. (choze)

INTRICATE_LIES

Dont be fooled by my sunny disposition in life. my jolly appearance and my all too good moods.  Im always hurting, im always worrying. I'm sad

I wanna cry, i wanna scream, but my voice is dry, my eyes, they are barren and my heart is empty with emotions.

Could it be that i've grown numb?

callus of the pain this life brings? 

futile by the promise of loneliness this journey i lead.

They say "LIFE'S A PARTY" 

I say "IT'S MY PARTY AND I'LL CRY IF I WANT TO"

Pasensha kana kung nung una suplada ako,

antipatika at lukaluka sa harap mo.

ang gwapo mo kc, ang tangkad, ang laki.

Nuong una hiyang hiya ako sayo, dinadaan ko nlang

sa pagpapacute, pagkapraning  at pagkabaliw

para lang makalapit sayo, para lang makipag-usap sayo.

Ang sarap. ang saya pagkasama kita, pagnagkwekwentuhan tayo,

habang dinidilaan ko yung ice cream na lagi nating binibili.

minsan nagtext ka! masaya nako ng buong lingo.

habang naglalakad tayo sa ayala, habang kinukunan moko ng vidjo.

pinangalanan mo pa nga yun ng "summit scandal"

nakakatuwa, boses mo palang napapangiti nako.

pero wala kana. malayo na.

naalala ko pa, nung nawala ka, nagsulat ka sakin ng testi.

antipatika! yung ang tingin mo sakin.

pero alam ko nman na impaktita talaga ako para sayo.

simula nung nawala ka, isang beses ka plang nagtext.

napaisip tuloy ako, mayaman ka ba talaga?

bakit wala kang load?

naaalala ko pa nung nakita kita
dika mapakali sa presence ko.
inaasar pa kita nun.
gusto kong maasiwa ka sakin

pero kinaya mo,
lalu tayong naging close
naranasan ko sayo ang maging totoo
walang panghuhusga, puro pagaalala.

tinulungan mokong magisip ng tuwid
tinuro mo sakin kung pano mangarap
mangarap sa paligid ng katotohanan

ngayon malayo kana, busy kana.
ngayon masaya ka, malaya.
masaya ako dahil nanjan ka
pero ayokong nanjan ka.

kung pwede lang sana sakin ka nlang
kung pede lang na dito ka nalang.
pero sabi mo mas kailangan ka jan.
sabi mo kakayanin ko to kahit nanjan ka.

ang galing kc kaya mo akong paliwanagan,
kaya mong ibalik sa normal takbo ng utak ko.
kaya mo yun. kaya kaya ko to.
salamat sayo. nandito parin ako.

I celebrated my party yesterday. It was loads of fun eventhough i had the worst panic attack stressing about the prep and everything. Anyway i'll let the piqturs do the talking.

 Of course in tradition to the year of the pig, The whole event had food galore all over it. and music courtesy of ear-drum-beating gina, total entertainer ria, virginal voice haydee, tooth extracting doc, simply flawless kaye, versatile kathy and kokomo dancing anna.

 To everyone who came, THANKS for making our double celebration such a wonderful event.

 

AGAIN! Thank you for making me enjoy that evening and special thanks to my date

NOPE! not this mysterious guy!

this guy>>>

We were about to wrap the night when our classmate from HS. txted me and asked if he could come over. So the night went on.

I am scared,

alone,

lonely.

 Can you pls hold me?

make me stop crying?

secure me?

I am sad.

Im so down.

HOLD ME~

HOLD ME PLS!

• Costochondritis is a syndrome of chest wall pain that is due to inflammation of the cartilage and bones in the chest wall.
• Most commonly the cause of costochondritis is classified as 'idiopathic,' or unknown. This means that there is no identifiable cause for the condition
• The most common symptom is pain over the front of the upper chest
• The most common site of pain is your fourth, fifth, and sixth ribs. This pain increases as you move your trunk or take deep breaths. Conversely, it decreases as your movement stops or on quiet breathing.
•  Costochondritis pain is usually worsened by activity or exercise. One of the most common symptoms is that the pain is present when taking a deep breath. This stretches the inflamed cartilage and can cause exquisite pain. Often simply touching the area involved will be extremely painful for the patient.
• ANG FAVORITE KO FACT KO>The condition affects females more than males (70% versus 30%). hehehe
• Rest, In order to decrease the inflammation, you will have to avoid activities that cause pain and exacerbation of the inflammation. Exercise, deep breathing, and strain on the muscles of the chest may worsen the symptoms of pain and slow the healing process. As a general rule of thumb, avoid or limit activities that worsen your pain.

Ibig sabihin, bawal ko nag buhatin yun uber liit kong bag kc strenuous yun. (prinsesa?)

Anyway paalis na kmi nang napansin ko yung discharge papers ko! Balik ako dun sa nurse, "ATE? Biernes santo ngayon bakit moko bininyagan? kc pagtinignan mo. Name: HERMOSURA, GABRIEL             Age: 18.

Thenk you! im so young and it seems meron akong second name, check ko nga birth certificate ko.

alam ng lahat na ultimate crush ko ang isang desktop analyts sa work. im the first one na nainclude sa friendster nia among all the girls na nagkakagus2 sa kanya from our office. He's a nice person pero mukha sha talagang suplado sa personal. pero napapansin ko naman na hindi nman sha snob na guy. kahit pangit boses nia eh makikipagusap nman sha sa lahat ng gustong kumausap sa kania. pero ngayon ko na realize, hindi sha nagrereply, hindi nia na pinapansin yung mga forwarded messages ko and yung mga kung anu anong cute things na sinesend ko sa kanya. i know na he's going through a rough time pero ewan. suplado lang talaga sha.,

Bakit ko sinusulat to? wala nman akong kaparatang magdemand diba??                           

kc po

gus2 kong kumain ng spaghetti eh kaya lang tong binigay sakin ng kapitbahay, pangit lasa. 

 sana pansinin nako ni jason. tpos kakain kmi ng ice cream, hehehe (FEELING KO NOH?) yaan mo na. hehe

Pauwi na kmi nang maisipan namin na magkuhaan ng piqturs. wala lang

At an greatest pose goes to the mysterious lady na nakatalikod.

I dont care kung hindi ako nagpaalam pero merong akong blogs na isinama ko na sa blogroll ko. (PUNTA KAYO)

Ist one c OBRI (Alamat ni Leyandro Mon Dragon Señor) >Naglalakad ako sa ilalim ng kabilugan ng buwan sa may ayala dahil nagtitipid ako nung gabing yun kaya hindi nako sumakay ng jeep. Nang biglang natisod ako sa blog na to. Parang biglang tumigil ang paligid naging black and white, nag 360 degrees rotation at napansin ko nalang na naiiyak ako habang binabasa ko ang mga nakasulat dun. Sa background merong music, RAINY DAYS and MONDAYS ng CARPENTERS ang mauulinigan. Tapos biglang nag 360 degrees ulit. nagfocus sa maganda kong mukha, kahit merong luha sa aking kanang mata at muta sa kabila, bakas ang kaligayahan sa aking buong mukha, unti unting sumilay ang ngiti sa aking mga labi. makikita ang maganda kong ngipin, naninilaw at merong bakas ng kinain kong dingdong nung hapon. Napayakap ako sa sarili ko, wala nang namutawi sa labi ko kundi. ANG GALING NIA! sabay punas ng sipon gamit ang braso ko. chunky!

2nd blog c EMMAN (BALBAHUTOG) Isang misteryo. Katulad ng bermuda triangle at ng pyramid of giza. Dumating sha sa kamalayan ko, walang babala, walang explinasyon. magpahanggang ngayon nagingilabot parin ang mga buhok ko sa talampakan pag iniisip ko ang kapalaran ko. is its a gift or a curse? lumapit na sakin si darna, pinayuhan ako. pumunta daw ako kay volta, isama ko daw si zsa zsa zaturnah. na kay tomas at kulas daw ng funny comiks ang kasagutan sa lahat ng katanungan na bumabagabag sa aking nananahimik na buhay, napapikit ako! tinanong ko kung bakit ako pa? marami nmang iba jan? Nang biglang bumulong sakin si spiderman. "with great powers come great responsibility". napamulat ako, unti unti kong binasa ang nakasulat sa blog ni emman. naliwanagan ako. naintindihan ko na rin sa wakas kung bakit RUSTRUM and tawag ni keanna kay rustom. SALAMAT. nakakatulog nako ng maayos.

PEACE!

Alas kwatro ng madaling araw. nagmumuni ako d2 nang merong nang-istorbo sakin

*makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:48:00 AM): 21 m cavite
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:48:14 AM): pero nakatira me makati
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:48:25 AM): my cam ka?
nicole (4/4/2007 2:48:34 AM): ok. buti nman kung ganun.
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:48:50 AM): ano plan mo tonight?
nicole (4/4/2007 2:48:53 AM): meron pero madilim d2 eh, kc bawal ng buksan ung ilaw
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:49:09 AM): show ka naman
nicole (4/4/2007 2:49:13 AM): kumakain ako ng cookies and cream na ice cream
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:49:43 AM): ano?
nicole (4/4/2007 2:50:15 AM): kumakain ako ng cookies and cream na ice cream
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:50:16 AM): my load kaba jan?
nicole (4/4/2007 2:50:31 AM): bwahahaha, hihingan mo ko ng load>?
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:50:33 AM): TAGAL MO MAG TYPE
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:50:39 AM): PASMADO HA
nicole (4/4/2007 2:50:56 AM): mabagal lang pc mo
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:50:57 AM): LAKAS BA NG DATING KO SA PIC?
nicole (4/4/2007 2:51:11 AM): mabilim para kang galing guimaras
nicole (4/4/2007 2:51:24 AM): dun sa oil spill
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:51:30 AM): 512 mb TO. YOU KNOW WAT IS mb?
nicole (4/4/2007 2:51:52 AM): broadband?? common na yan.
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:52:02 AM): gago
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:52:11 AM): my cam ka?
nicole (4/4/2007 2:53:08 AM): meron nga , anu ba meron ka ba short term memory loss?
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:53:27 AM): Show ka naman
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:53:46 AM): Fuck you
nicole (4/4/2007 2:55:42 AM): wag na. manghihingi ka lang ng load,/
nicole (4/4/2007 2:55:44 AM): bwahahaha
nicole (4/4/2007 2:56:19 AM): ur so pulubi
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:56:37 AM): globe ka ba?
nicole (4/4/2007 2:56:54 AM): smart ako, and i doubt if u are
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:57:08 AM): My adams apple kana ba?
nicole (4/4/2007 2:58:11 AM): bwahahaha
nicole (4/4/2007 2:58:15 AM): pikon
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:58:24 AM): fuck you ka tlaga
nicole (4/4/2007 2:58:26 AM): wala na na bang masasabing mas harsh jan?
nicole (4/4/2007 2:58:34 AM): ang babaw mo?
nicole (4/4/2007 2:58:47 AM): hindi ka ba marunong mang away?
nicole (4/4/2007 2:58:53 AM): sheet namumula kana sa galit
nicole (4/4/2007 2:59:00 AM): walang iyakan ha.
makaveli_ville (4/4/2007 2:59:15 AM): ulol mo
nicole (4/4/2007 3:00:46 AM): bwahahah
nicole (4/4/2007 3:01:10 AM): hanap ka nlang ng iba jan, hugas ka muna butoy  mo, baho eh

FEELING KC, gwapo sha pero arogante. kala nia cguro he' god's gift to mankind. GAG^

3 days nako naglilihi sa kokes and kreym. although maraming nag regalo ng ice cream sakin (SALAMAT NGA PALA) pero hindi kokes and kreym ang flavor. so habang nagpapaantok ako ngayong alas 3 ng madaling araw eh nag iindulge ako sa peborit kong ice cream. Pero habang kumakain ako neto, iniisip ko kung kumain kana? iniisip ko kung ok ka lang ba jan sa trabaho mo, kung ok ba ang trato ng boss mo sayo? Sabi mo sakin wag nakong magpuyat, naging maasikaso ka nung magkasama tayo. lagi kang nanjan nung nagising ako sa katotohanan na hindi na kami masaya nung ex ko. you were always available. Pero alam naman natin na hindi ka talaga available eh. nanjan s GF na laging umaasa ng panahon sayo, na laging nagaantay ng txt galing sayo. ngayon ako na yung umaasa ng panahon mo, ng txt mo. pero alam nman natin na talo parin ako. kc nauna sha, mas mahal mo sha. tpos ako, kahit na mahalaga sayo eh kabigan mo lang na maituturing. ang sad pero yun nman talaga ako nung una pa eh, isang kaibigan. minsan mas mabuting isipin na sana hindi ka nlang naging ganun sakin, pero dito sa puso ko, maligaya ako kc naging ganun ka sakin. yun nga lang. dapat nakuntento nako sa minsang tawanan natin, minsang iyakan natin at minsang pagsasama natin. kc tignan mo ako ngayon, kumakain ng kokes and cream, ang paborito kong ice cream, pero parang meron paring kulang. parang sana nag ube o kaya mango flavor nalang ako.

It's 1:55 am and again, i should have been off to snoozeville hours ago. i was just about to sleep when i received a testimonial from my bestfriend. Having the dose of booze i needed. Im crying like a baby while blogging this down. I miss her, She has always been one of my friends in highschool who has remained my friend all these years. She never failed to make me feel important and that is something i rarely feel from someone as enigmatic and magnetic as she is. TNX BEZZZZ. i hope you can come home soon.

Sorry guys she's no longer available~ ako nlang pede!

Pssssssstttt!

ikaw nga,,,

shut up!

and kiss me.

dont ask...

dont ask silly questions.

 just hold me, and

dont let go.

i need your hug.

i need you! 

It's 2:40 and im still wide awake. though my eyes are protesting like all the militant groups in this country. I still need to blog this down.

• Im not as depressed compared to yesterday's bday celeb.
• my grammar sucks (as always)
• my writing skills can be compared to those of a 1 year old baby. (oo na, wala ng kwenta mga entries ko)
• My entries are to lame for any 1 to be intrested in. (pekpek nio, wag nio basahin if ayaw nio)
• "love always finds the way" regine version uplifted my current mood

I have been checking out other blogs (BLOG HOPPING, But i dont like the term, hindi nman ako palaka noh?) and i stumbled upon PINK PANTIES. and i immediately fell in love with his blog. I think DONI's great. check it out!

It was really not a celebration coz the real party will be on APRIL 9. it was just a little booze party with my friends. The gifts i received.

Exactly what a wanted and some extras.

A kiss from my date a lick actually

I had fun but i hope that my celebration on 9 will be better.

  

 

ANo ba ang akala mo? AKO?

Pwes nagkakamali ka!

HINDI AKO PLASTIC.

Nagkataon lang!

HINDI AKO PLASTIC.

Kung nasaktan kita,

SORRY! pero

HINDI AKO PLASTIC.

Nagsalita lang ako, wala akong tinutukoy.

HINDI AKO PLASTIC.

Wala akong alam.

Wala akong kinalaman jan.

Wala akong kinakampihan

o pinapanigan.

HINDI AKO PLASTIC.

Gusto kung ulitin sayo,

at sana mapatawad mo ako kung nasaktan kita

Sana wag mong isipin na gusto kitang saktan.

HINDI AKO PLASTIC.

Yes its true. I have a birthday. APRIL 1, 1983. Im 265 years old now. I have had many birthdays before but this definitely was the saddest. I dont know why i expected too much from this day and i ended up disappointed. The first one to greet me was MOTHER LOVE. (4:30 am). I was bathing when DOC called me. good thing loud speakers where invented and then the usual happy birthdays in the office. The 1st gift i received came fro IVY then jenn went to our house with chocolate cake and a new perfume. I asked jenn's bf to bring chocolate ice cream coz i was craving for it the whole day.